i wish it was this time last year, when i was so extremely happy just because i hadyou..someone to spend my time with and now all i have are the memories and its sad and happy at the same time cause i wouldnt trade them for the world.  We are still close and i want to believe that you still care but its so hard for me to because you dont show it. all i want is you to show me like you say you will because in this situation i want to be proved wrong.